dawn's beautiful life

2011-05-26T09:44:00.001+08:00

She won’t come talk to you, you should go talk to her. She’s not going to let you act stupid and act like she likes it. You should just be you around her. When you’re with a group of friends, she isn’t going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her and let her friends get jealous. She loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn’t show it. but you boy, you need to show her how much you love her so she isn’t afraid to show it back.

2011-05-24T15:45:00.001+08:00

The Definition of Love
Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world ofroses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expecther to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, orexactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yellingor to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely,and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all yourplans. But that’s the thing. Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certainbeginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.
Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can’t see. They can’t see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you’re in love. It’s inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can’t live without it. What you don’t learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn’t worth it until we are complete and utter idiots about it.Love isn’t her calming you down when you yell. It’s her yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded. It isn’t her/him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable.
It’s after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It’s not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it’s not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s her standing there, admitting she’s just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved. You’ve unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another persons hands and said, here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat. Or forget I ever handed it to you. As long as you have it.
It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that weshouldn’t cross. Because love isn’t about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe,feeling sure about the future. It’s about scaring the shit out of every nervein our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all thetears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it’s a hell of a lot better,than being 100% happy without someone to show us that there is a world of adifference between feeling ‘happy’ and feeling whole.
by Andrew landon

LGMH

2011-04-25T22:44:00.003+08:00

Love Gives Me Hope

This is what i do when i am depressed. i read LGMH. maybe it will help you too :D

My boyfriend recently found out that I save cute and romantic text messages he sends me on my phone so I can read them whenever I want.

He made a goal to send me enough to entirely fill up my phone's memory. Jeff, your LGMH

Yesterday I went to my grandparents house, and on the counter a note said "I love you my sweetheart.

That little note gives me hope that true love really does exist.

They have been together for 53 years now, and they are still madly in love. They Give Me Hope.

When I told my best friend that I wanted to kill myself and hurt myself, he didn't freak out.

He begged me not to, and I said I wasn't sure because I was so depressed.

He then found a bunch of funny comics on the internet because he "wanted to hear my beautiful laugh again." His LGMH

Today I was at my boyfriends house babysitting his little brothers.

We got in a fight and I started crying. My boyfriends little brother saw that I was crying, and layed next to me on the couch.

He hugged me, kissed my cheek and said "I love you". He's 6. His young love GMH.

Today, was my grandparents Surprise 50th Anniversary Party.

I have been planning this for months I almost gave up numerous times, but once I saw the tears and smiles from them and everyone as we were watching the slide show, I'm so glad I didn't.

Their love GMH that true love does exist.

When I was 5, my father promised he would see me graduate.

When I was 14, he was diagnosed with Alzheimer's. When I was 16, no one knew why he was still alive when every organ in his body was shutting down.

When I was 17, I showed him my diploma. He died hours later. His strength and love gmh.

My girlfriend has thousands of scars from self-harm.

They cover her upper and lower arms, her wrists, thighs, calves and stomach.

Despite this, she is without doubt the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. We are getting engaged this summer.

Our LGMH, and I hope it can give others hope too.

I've been starving myself for the last two years.

I've known you for four weeks. You're the first person who's ever noticed.

You force fed me your lunch, even though it meant you didn't eat, and you made sure I finished it.

Thank you for noticing, Jacob. I love you even more now. Your LGMH

I was online until 3am.

Then you messaged me via Facebook asking why in the world I was up so late. I lied and said I was reading.

I asked what you were doing you and you didn't respond for a while. I started to get nervous.

Then you said:' Getting the courage to talk to you.' Justin, your LGMH

Two days ago, I was looking through my boyfriend's phone

I found a picture that he drew of a pink heart, with an arrow going throught it, and my name in the middle

Matt, your LGMH

I went to visit my best friend in the hospital the other day when he was having open back surgery.

He could barely move. He could hardly see.

But he still recognized my face and held my hand the whole time.

It took an hour. His LGMH.

My grandfather was a very sick man.

For years, my grandmother would endlessly take care of him, never complaining or asking for anything in return.

When he finally died, her heart almost stopped.

Her love for him GMH. RIP Grandaddy 4/1/11

I deliver chinese food

Today i was sitting in my car and watched an older couple late 70's i would say walking to there car

The man walked his wife around the car holding her arm then opens her car door helps her sits and gives her a kiss before shutting the door

Their LGMH

My friend put up a terrible picture of me on Facebook.

I was going to ask her to delete it, until my boyfriend said it was his favorite picture of me.

I asked how can it be your favorite? and he replied, "Because you just look so pretty"

OKAY now SNAP OUT OF IT!
stop being depressed.

2011-04-05T21:19:00.001+08:00

"King Of Anything"

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Keep drinkin' coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for time
And try to not waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
You swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Ride off into your dellusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction oh
But you won't ever see

You're so busy makin' maps
With my name on them in all caps
You got the talkin' down just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

All my life
I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt
And hide
Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Let me hold your crown, babe
Oh oh
Ah

2011-03-26T14:54:00.004+08:00

AHHHHH!! i cannot wait to go disneyland and see the pretty disney princesses in real life!!!!!

2011-03-08T20:23:00.001+08:00

别打开礼物的缎带
最初充满期待最后都腐败
别打开午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄
而爱并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂

不要吻我只要抱着我

不要爱我做我的亲人

把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某
就算我全身湿透透
我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走
如果我还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走
而爱并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲

让我还敢做我的梦

做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

omg i know i super duper uber lag but i have to say this!!!

I LOVE XIA YI ZHAN XIN FU :D

HAHAHAAHAHHAAH :D

2011-02-06T21:40:00.003+08:00

[Chorus]
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction

But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I've changed direction

Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

[Chorus]

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it too much to ask for?

I'll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it's now or never

Knowing it might seems strange...
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

[Chorus]

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
Oh It's magic magic magic babe I've got a crush on you

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic magic cos babe I've got a crush on you

So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me?

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic(oh it's magic) babe I've got a crush on you [x2]

[Chorus]

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you

HEHE> omg i know this song is like super old. but i just got reminded of its sentimental value :D

POST A LEVELS USS+RAPUNZELL

2010-12-05T22:11:00.003+08:00

A LEVELS IS FINALLY OVER AND I HAVE A LIFE NOW :D
YAYY HIP HIP HURRAY :D i love my life now post a seriously :D

heheheheh 2 dec after bio mcq went vivocity with vivian pearly xinyi iynyi and ashley :D hehehehehe we went to watch easy a :D rom com my fav so cute :D hehehehehehe. then went shopping at city plaza with iynyi and her mummy. hahahahahahah. then went to joey's house to eat and try her dresses :D

3 dec went universal studios with benzene ring family :D YAYYYY OMG SUPER FUN CAN :D i love USS :D hehehehehe. went to sit mummy twice and watched all the shows and camwhore like free so i am a very very happy girl :D muahahahahahahah. 930 fireworks was just beautiful and breathtaking :D muahahahahaha.

4 dec got my prom dress finally :D i am so happy i am going to die :D muahahahah. went mof and watch rapunzel :D mauahhahahahaah nice :D and drew on the big fat white ball for the countdown thing :D failed to take photos with eveyr single christmas tree oh wells shall try again next time :D

5 dec go church. went popo hse eat lunch met eugene family :D muahahahah catch up and all. hehehe then after that went popo house. went shopping for my prom shoes with daddy. yayy :D then went granny house. miss going to granny house. watched the cai hua hang yi chu xing xiu! super cool :D muahahhahahaha. yupp yupp.

6 dec tomorrow going vivian's gym and vball and ashley's house to try out mani pedi. muahahahahahaha. yayyy time to get fit for

7 dec prom!!

CANNOT WAIT :D

2010-07-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

I LOVE DESPICABLE MEEE :D hahahaha

When I was about 6, the boy I was going out with asked me to marry him.

I said no, we're too young. But he pinky promised he'd ask me again when we were old enough.

20 years later he came up to me and linked my pinky to his. He asked me to marry him.

Jay, your pinky promises and LGMH.

OMGGG that is so sweet :D

love
dawn

2010-07-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

POST JCT TIME IS THE BEST TIME YAYYY :D

I LOVE ECLIPSE :D
taylor lautner :D hahahahaha i love werewolves.
hahahahaha. and omg the way robert pattinson says: you will always be my bella.
*melts and dies*

hahahahaha love you girls for watching with me many many :D
vivian xinyi iynyi and jinli *hugs*

HAHAHAHA CANNOT WATCH TO SING K TMR :D

2010-05-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

MARDI GRAS was SUPER FUN :D

2010-05-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

hello world :D

i love icing and whipped cream and flowers and colours and all things bright beautiful and pretty :D

teachers :S

2010-05-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

i hate my life.
i hate teachers.
i hate you all. seriously.
you are making my life very difficult.
i hate this.
this is so stupid.
screw this all.
i am a very angry girl now.
i want to strangle somebody.
RARRHHH.
god must have put you here to put me into temptations and obstacles and all that shit that supposedly helps me grow. but seriously i think its not getting anywhere.
wait it does i just get very very angry.
pimples burst out.
and i want to end this miserable life.
wait no that is seriously stupid.

on a lighter note.
the guys won :D we are third :D
YAYYY!!

2010-04-30T23:18:00.001+08:00

YAYY :D
last two weeks were the BEST :D
ate SAKAE sushi after the match on friday.
and went to eat sakae buffet again with my PW group :D
yayy calvin is the BESTEST group leader EVER!
he treat all of us to sakae :D ahahahah yayy!
tonight went Mega House function with jiaxin :D
yayyy :D

Love
Dawn

Vball comp

2010-04-11T21:39:00.003+08:00

This week starts VBALL COMPETITION!

tue 13 april -> boy's first match against MI!

thur 15 april -> girl's first match against RJ!

wish us many many luck :D
gogojiayou everybody :D

2010-04-07T23:00:00.001+08:00

Soul meets soul on lover's lips.
~ by Percy Bysshe Shelly ~

April fool's day

2010-04-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

kiss goodbye.

1st April. April fool's day.

Remember this day? 3 years ago i made a wonderful realization.
3 years later i realized that it is time to say goodbye.

Remember how i said that February was wonderful with orientation go green day surf and sweat and my birthday and chinese new year and all. and how it was the best week or rather the best month i had :D

i can tell you that March was a stark contrast and i think it was a torture. The first day of March was marked by something that i never want to keep beside those beautiful memories. throughout it was filled with tears and heartache. even tummy ache. yupp. not mentioning all the failed exams and disappointment. and today it is the last day of march. i had a long emo talk with my parents. and it kind of made me realise some stuff. and i think it is time to give up.

our fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never let forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

all the best.
god bless you.

love
dawn

PS: on a happier note.
My hamsters gave birth YAY :D anybody wants baby hamsters? and i got my new running shoes :D and i got to go shopping. retail therapy always makes things seem brighter. AND AND AND i got my macaroons! omg i am so elated :D i love them!

2010-03-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

- says:
haha yeah i'll be your bff 1314 ))))))))
haha if you screw up your mcts
take a deep breath
look at your mistakes, go back and revise & ATTEMPT IT AGAIN
make sure you learn from your mistakes
don't cry over it, because it doesn't matter
the result really doesn't
what matters is that you learnt sth out of the mcts
it is not cliche advice, this year, the only thing that matters is that you make all the mistakes you can make during the academic year and learn from them + firmly commit into memory
when you learn from mistakes, the tendancy for it to stay longer & more prominently in your brain is higher
so yeap, accept your paper, learn from your mistakes and move on.
revise & do the rest of yr homework
all that matters is that you dont screw up the As & dont let anything allow you to
okay?

HAHA i think that is awesome advice :D thank you dear bff 1314 aka ling hong :D

love
dawn

jesus is my super hero :D

2010-03-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

He's the one who makes the sun shine
He's the one who that puts the moon in the sky
He's the one who hung the stars
One by one

He's the one who makes the birds sing
He's the one who makes your dreams so high
He's the one who makes me smile
Day by day

Jesus you're my superhero
You're my star, my best friend
Jesus you're my superhero
You're my star, my best friend

Better than Spiderman
Better than Superman
Better than Batman
Better than anyone

Better than Yu Gi Yo
Better than Barbie
Better than Action Man
Better than anyone

HELLO GUYS :D

i like this song :D its uber cute and uber catchy! and jesus is my super hero :D he is the best i think. yupp. only he loves me times 100000000000 :D

today was fun :D had s4g outing. hahahaha. yupp yupp. we went to marble slab @ iluma, its nice :D hahahaha. yayy :D glad that faith could join us. hahahaha. then after that went to shopping around city hall raffles city with yixin :D hahahaha. yay i saw this really pretty purple top shop dress which costs a hundred bucks but i really really like it! zomg i want to get it ): rarrrh. yay yixin got her bag so yayy :D yupp. went to granny house :D ate popiah :D and nasi lemak. and durian my fav X10000000 and watermelon :D

did you know that dawn can make wonderful popiah? i chose popiah as my home econs project okay :D so i can make popiah cos i learn from the kopitiam auntie see i so pro! hahahaha. so yupp if you ever have a popiah party you can invite me and i can make you free popiah :D yay!

dawn is sick. dawn ate too much food too greedy. and never exercise except sat trng. but still. and haven't been sleeping well or eating well ): so she has this huge tummy ache ): rarrrh.

love
dawn

got vball jersey :D

2010-03-27T23:54:00.003+08:00

today vball :D

YAY got my jersey :D

black & white + gold & black

yayyy! :D hearts X10000000000

i love down with love :D its so sweet. i <3 jerry yan. i mean which guy will ever take an aeroplane just to fly to some part of china to tell you when he realises that you are not gay that he realises that you are special and he likes you? that is just so wow :D

reality in fact however is so cruel ):
tell me will you pay US2000 to purify water so more people in third world countries can live more healthily without disgusting and ugly worms crawling out of their legs? or will you pay US6000 for a real doll? which is absolutely disgusting and for your sick pleasure and leisure. ewww.

love
dawn

ENFJ

2010-03-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

Dawn is a ENFJ meaning:

For the ENFJ, love means flowers, poetry, candlelight dinners, in other words, romance with a capital R. When they first fall in love, they fall in love with an ideal perspective of what the relationship will be, and they fall deeply, head over heels. ENFJs value commitment and loyalty, and look for it from their partner.

They typically enjoy activities with their partners that allow them to discuss the relationship and focus on what each person truly believes. When commitments are broken, ENFJs become upset because they see the breakup as a personal reflection on them and because they have idealized the relationship. Since they are willing to put the time and effort into the relationship, they expect it will continue on as it was from the very start.

Relationships have their ups and downs; the downs, however, are particularly hard on the ENFJ, who does not manage disharmony well.

When scorned, ENFJs may be resentful, spiteful, and deeply hurt. Because they are acutely aware of emotional matters, they take the breakup of a relationship especially hard. They are willing to discuss the ending of the relationship with only a few others because they feel a sense of blame and shame for the relationship not working out.

haha so true :D

post MCTS.

2010-03-26T22:31:00.005+08:00

MCTs are OVER :D yipee yay yay yipee yipee yay :D
chem was :S math was :S. dont care. at least its over. shall only worry about it when i get back my results. yupp. the past few days was like a whirlwind. yupp.

after MCTs, me xinyi jinli grace and shufen went to TM to watch WHEN IN ROME. wow :D
i love it :D hahahaha i like such sweet and happy ending shows :D yupp yupp. kristen bell is so pretty :D yayy! hahahaha and rome is so beautiful i wanna go there again pleasee! yupp yupp. then went to T1 to walk walk. i love shopping. i love retail therapy. i love it. it helps me release stress and emotions and wow. i just feel happier just looking at clothes you know :D hahahahah. yupp time to go shopping again :D its called retail therapy! haha.

afternoon i went to my cousin's house to stayover. yupp yupp, it was fun and wonderful :D hahaha. last night we did each other's nails :D thanks darling it was relaxing and very 'shu fu'. hahaha. talked to jiejie. she says that:

'Crying can release emotions. but you shouldn't be crying until it wears you down'

you know like make you all emo and down and depressed. its supposed to help release such negative emotions instead. yupp. geez. its true that crying helps to release emotions. yupp. but still. hmm sometimes it wears me down too. i shall learn i guess. yupp try my best :D

well we watched 'jennifer's body' at night from like 12 til 2plus? omg. its so scary! i mean of course megan fox is very hot and all but it is a very scary show. esp at 2am?! and its disgusting to kill boys for their blood. yupp. eww.

then we had a heart to heart talk from like 2 til 4 plus 5 like that. thank you darling :D you are the best :D i love you 1314 :D hahahahah.

this morning woke up about 11 plus 12? hahahaha. ate lunch and we cam whore the whole day :D yayyy! we going to open a new blogshop. hahahaha. yayy :D

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm

This bond between us
Can't be broken

I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

spot the difference :D

RAWRR :O

Dearest joey,

i want to tell you that you are the bestest cousin in the whole wide world :D and i think you are so special and i really thank god for putting you in my life :D yupp yupp. i am really happy to have you here with me you know.

thank you for holding me when i cry. all the time! like everytime stuff screw up you will even cry with me and just hug me and it makes everything seem so much better you know?

thank you for singing me ' You'll be in my heart' you know that's my favourite song and i think it is a really really sweet song and it really helped a lot!

thank you for always listenning to my problems and calling me to talk for hours when all i do is rant and cry and make a huge mess. thank youu darling :D

thank you for not judging me and always encouraging me and making me feel better when i feel really really down all this time.

thank you for being on my side and backing me up even when sometimes its really my fault but i just need you here to stand by me.

so i just wanted to tell you how very special you are to me :D and this bond between us cannot be broken okay :D not by time or space or evil people!

i love you 1314 :D
only you can do wonders to my broken heart :D
you're the bestest of them all!!
MUACKS :D

LOVE
dawn

2010-03-24T23:32:00.005+08:00

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget

This aching heart ain't broken yet

Oh God I wish I could make you see
'Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
'Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
'Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles

'Cause I ain't giving up on love

No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

its like telling me that.
love doesn't exist.
miracles don't exist.
rainbows don't exist.

1 Corinthians 13:1-13 -

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

i wish miracles happened.
really i do.

but
what is there left to be done.

love
dawn

ps: beyond broken.
screw mcts.

mcts 2010

2010-03-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

ALL THE BEST FOR THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK GUYS :D

He replied, ' Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth. If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you cna say to this mountain, 'move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.'

Matthew 17: 20-21

see no worries man :D hahahaha. have faith :D
for sure can pass one! with some divine intervention :D
gogojiayouu

love
dawn

JERRY yan cheng xu

2010-03-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

如果说这世界不够完美不够好

一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好

就像爱看起来会那么少一定是

在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园

手牵手捱过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶为了飞

为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒

才足够让人忘返流连

你的身边要不是

比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里
分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节
都变甜美

只有我了解这幸福感觉

美得值得去付出一切

能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你

感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵

好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天
yeh 爱上你有多幸运
像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福
一定要更加幸福
如果爱真的是那么的少
我们就
一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰
当你终于走到我的面前
完整所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦
像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都需要有夜成全
往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线
都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

HAHAHAA i LOVE down with LOVE :D

i am totally watching it after mcts!
tonight is an exception! cause its on tv already :D
love jerry yan omg :D hahahahaha. he can be same par as lee min ho :D hahahahaha. yayyyy!
he is so nice omg. he you know he!! he help ella then he tell his client dont sue her father so the client no need pay him for the 3 years of law stuff. omg how sweet is that!!!

LOVE
dawn

omg i love taiwan dramas. they are so romantic and the guys are always so nice in the shows. they are always so sweet and romantic. buying sweets for the girl (ella) and then helping her solve her problems. omg :D i want!!!

feeling faint.

2010-03-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Marilyn Monroe

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.
Anonymous

is it you?

love
dawn

insomnia

2010-03-14T22:52:00.003+08:00

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

hello people :D

today went to church. rarrh i think i am a lousy singer. i cannot catch keys and i am pretty discouraged. geez. ): dunno what to do. cause i have to lead kss (little kids singing at sunday school) for like this whole year at least. but its eh hard! not easy you know. haha.
but still i'll try my best :D yupp gogojiayou girl :D hahaha. jellybowl is very very cute and shy. haha. went to take a stroll with mummy and daddy. went to see sner sner ( this really cute dog that lives in a house near some playground near my house) and it is really cute. and i really want a dog ): at least some company when i am feeling down. geez. relatives came over for dinner :D yupp yupp.

no i cant live without you no more.

love
dawn

dreaming about the day when you wake up and find.

2010-03-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

today we had chung cheng vball friendlys :D
GOOD JOB GIRLS :D yayyy!
hahahahaha. then we go singpost paya lebar eat macs :D lol the hot and spicy shaker fries is really very hot ):
went to NTU open house with xiwen and geraldine :D hahahahaha. its such a long journey there and back. geez.
came home and play with jelly :D hahahahaha. it is so cute and so shy.
it doesn't dare to come out of its cage but still! its so cute and cuddly :D hahahaha.
kaka and kiki and SUPER noisy. rarrrhhh.
just had supper :D daddy and mummy bought popeyes :D yayyy! i love popeyes biscuit.
its the BEST thing on earth even though many many people dont like ): but still i like it! hummf.

LOVE
dawn

i'll set you free

2010-03-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away

I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me

never been good with things flying away.
really hate it A LOT.
since young my balloons always FLY AWAY. which totally sucks. trust me.
when i was a really little girl. we went to visit my great granny house and i think it was a special occasion like chinese new year or something.
so my uncle my fav uncle got me a huge huge tweety bird balloon (PS i love tweety bird it is sooo CUTE!!) IT WAS GINORMOUS :D gargantuan or whatever you say.
yeahhh and i think i didnt tie it tightly so it flew away ):

and then there was my bday and my dearest cousin and eug got me so many balloons that all got stuck onto a tree ):

and then that time mel's bday we took so many many marche balloons and all they keep doing is fly away. cause the wind was so horribly strong ):

geez. this has totally nothing to do with anything.
just an analogy or something.
so yes i dont deal well with things that fly away
ESP when i love them a lot.
like balloons. which i totally have this love-hate relationship with.
dont get me wrong.
i love balloons.
just hate them flying away ):
or bursting or something like that.

PS: jelly aka bowlbowl is the CUTEST thing alive :D you have to see it!
3 more days and it can be allowed to touch it or play with it, but sorry i couldn't resist so yeah i play cheat! hahahaha i touched it today :D and it is so soft and cuddly i totally wanna grab it and cuddle it with my face and you know talk to it and tell it how much i absolutely love it :D wanna come and see my baby rabbit?

LOVE
dawn

want your bad romance.

2010-03-10T22:21:00.003+08:00

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leather studded kiss in the scene
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertical stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Imma Freak bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

(The Same But In French)

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
and all your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

the most intellectual thing i learnt today is.
' I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love'
While the 2009 song, 'Bad Romance' by Lady Gaga is nothing more than just a chart topper that will not last long on the list, it nonetheless is a astute observation that relationships these days are increasingly shallower, portraying that love and romance is increasingly irrelevant in today's society.

now you think i am a very intellectual being right.
geez i am so lost and confused that i want to strangle myself sometimes!

please god show me a way :D

love
dawn

on a lighter note:

MEET JELLY AKA BOWLBOWL :D

it is my cute little bunny rabbit.
my sweet little honey bunny :D
HAHAHAHAHA. its the cutest furriest roundest thing ever :D
and i love it ttm :D
it makes the world a better place totally :D
shall go and feed her and kaka and kiki (my hamsters are still here!)

LOVE
dawn

don't worry i believe miracles exist.
i believe love exists too :D
just need to know where to look.
or maybe if you're lucky it comes looking for you.

what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

2010-03-07T22:48:00.001+08:00

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

[Chorus:]

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through

I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

[Repeat Chorus]

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

dear god.

today was the best day i had in the past week.
the past week was a tornado hurricane typhoon tsunami and everything disastrous.
losing appetite and sleep and everything.
today mummy and daddy got me a pet rabbit.
i haven't thought of a name for it yet.
its really adorable and cute.
but it cant come out for at least a month.
it was all happy until i on my com.
and everything just fell flat.
i really cannot believe anything that you are saying because honestly.
i do not believe you can say all that.
because really in my memory you are always beautiful and wonderful and all things perfect.
and now instead its a monster.
and please tell me who kidnapped you away.
because well everything that you are saying now cuts me so deeply.
its so cold and so cruel and i cannot face it.
sorry but i'd rather live in self-delusion and continue believe
in the happy ending i really believe in deep inside.

iloveyou

dawn

you said forever and always ):

2010-03-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down we almost never speak
I don’t feel welcome anymore, baby what happened please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect and now you’re half way out the door

[Chorus]
And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when he said forever and always
Ohh ohhh
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line did I say something way too honest
That made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes; thought I knew you for a minute
now I’m not so sure
So here’s to everything coming down to nothing
Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going, thought I knew for a minute
but I don’t anymore

[Chorus]

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all

And you flash back to when he said forever and always
Ohh ohhh
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so
Ohhh ohhhh

Oh back up, baby back up, did you forget everything
back up, baby back up, did you forget everything

[Chorus]
Cause it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
ohhh
I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, you said forever and always

have you ever felt like you are the biggest jerk in the world. have you ever felt like you made such a terrible mistake by saying something really mean and then seconds later you are regretting to the core that you said it in the first place. have you ever felt so horrible about everything that has happened and how screwed up everything suddenly became ):

i think i should just cut off my tongue.
it is the root of all evil.

love
dawn

i cant breathe without you. really.

2010-03-02T00:07:00.001+08:00

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

2 cakes :D

2010-02-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

Oh hello world :D

dawn is a happy girl :D
hahahaha yesterday was a lot of fun :D went to daddy's company function from morning til afternoon. hahahahah. it was fun :D hahaahha. and then at night had og outing! hahahaha. yay og 5 :D i love og 5 :D og 5 is the best :D og 5 beats the rest :D hahahahaha. okay so me darren shiyan matthew and qing wei were at swensens at suntec waiting for them to come like since 7 then like finally at 9 plus then they came!! from marina barrage! rarrh evil people make us wait for like 2h ours plus plus! but nvm :D hahahahaha. then we ate at swensens and went up to the suntec fountain and did mass dance :D hahahahah s club and jai ho and yupp :D hahahahah then li hao brought his guitar :D so he play songs for us!!! love story im yours and my love! hahahaha. i love my love :D last time somebody sang to me before! hahahaha very funny. brings back fond memories :D love old songs ttm :D hahahahaah.

today go church. hahahahaha. we teaching the little kids the korean version of ' god is so good' so here it goes: cho ere sin ha nah nim. cho ere sin ha nah nim. cham cho ere sin na ooi ha nah nim! hahahahah. so cute right :Dh hahahahaha. yupp. then we went to my relative's housewarming party! hahahaha. cool eh :D they live in the china town hdb thing. but its totally not like a hdb. cos its really pretty and cool :D went to the 26 storey playground and the 50 storey one. its pretty scary but you get to see the whole of singapore and its so cool :D hahahaha. had buffet there and got to see the adults play mahjong. hahahahah. then go home :D and guess what mummy bought me 2 bakerzin cheesecake :D YAYYY! today is the last day man :D yay! so we got one walnut cheesecake and one oreo cheesecake :D yummy yummy :D oh and i baked today again :D hahahahaha. surprise surprise :D hahahahaha. yayyy!

PS: MUST WATCH PERCY JACKSON and the lightning theif :D
its pretty cool! and percy is so cute :D i like his blue eyes man. and you get to see pierce brosnan as a half horse half human thing so its pretty freaky but whatever its still james bond man :D hahahhaha. its kind of funny and interesting :D hahahahah. so yupp i like it!

and DEAR JOHN :D hahahahaha.
okay it was sweet the guy is cute :D hahaha. the girl is eh okay. the show is quite nice except the ending is a bit abrupt and yeahh. not as touching as the book i guess. but then again i havent finished the book! hahahaha. im at chapter nine :D hahaha. today i shall read to chapter ten! hahahaha.

BUT the notebook is THE BEST BOOKE EVER MAN :D hahahaha.
its so touching and sad i cannot stop crying. hahahahaha. yeah and nicholas sparks write wonderful and beautiful and such touching love letters :D hahahaha. im so in love with his books :D hahahahaha. yupp yupp :D

Love
dawn

2010-02-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hello world :D

i feel super loved this past week :D
HAHA thank you xianjue for the pretty pink nail polish and the pretty card :D
thank you jinli for the pretty frame with my photos ah :D i love it! hahahaha. i like picture boards like that! thank you many many :D
thank you jolene for your delicious yummy brownies :D hahahaha. everybody who tried it says its so yummy :D
Thank you iynyi for the couple pink shirt! its so cute ah! hahaah next time we go out we wear together okay :D

LOVE you girls many many :D

ps: my hamster loves seaweed eh! thats so cute right :D hahaha.
i was eating seaweed at the sofa and it smelt it and it wanted to eat it! haha.

Love
dawn

2010-02-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

AHHHH!
i am so frustrated.
my teeth hurt like !@#!$(*!#&($&*(@@#!!!
i went to the dentist today.
haha apparently chinese new year i ate too much food.
pineapple tarts and all!
so i broke my brackets and ate my rubberbands.
so as punishment.
my dentist tightened my braces until SO TIGHT.
i want to snap and cut off the braces and pull it off.
I WANT TO BITE YOU.
but it hurts even when i am not biting anything!
rarrrh!!!

PS:
food for thought.
did you know that for every 3 pineapple tarts you eat. you have to run 30 min to burn it off?
HAHA TOO LATE! its all in my tummy now ASHLEY!!

today was a fairy tale.

2010-02-15T11:06:00.006+08:00

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

HELLO PEOPLE :D

okay i was wrong. its not a bad thing to have your bday the same day as vday and the same day as cny! yupp. really. well at first i thought i would be forgotten cause its cny people just forget right! hahahaha. i mean ang bao and i dunno visiting so people will not remember me! hahaha. so i emo liao ): hummmf.

well but SURPRISE SURPRISE :D i must be the luckiest girl on earth :D hahahah. really. it was FABULOUS :D haha.

Friday (road run) 12 Feb 2010 - omg so tiring to run 3.6km right. hahaha. good job girls :D hahahaha. didnt really get to see the girls from my team! but yeah nvm :D got to know jian le and ran with louise / chia ern/ joanne. hahahaha. yay :D then when i reach back got the cert and drink 100plus. hahahaha. then xinyi come and tell me she have to go co alr. but wanen tummy ache need to go to sick bay. then i was like oh oh then we go sick bay and yupp sit there. hahahaha. mummy really like very pain eh. hahahaha. then the guys ran pass. hahahaha then mummy was like ohh xinyi ask me go back take my bag she going performance alr. then i was like oh oh. so we go back and then there were my BESTEST friends in the world :D hahahahaha. thanks girls for celebrating with me! hahahahaha. there were my cell mates :D hahahaha. and my classmates and my friends from all around :D thank you wanen and xinyi for organising! haha you girls are my BFF in the world :D LOVE YOU GIRLS MUACKS! ahahahah. thank you lynn charis ashley angeline iynyi justina melissa sakshi zhixin pearly vivian sheryl serene nicolette rachel pin sing grace for being there to celebrate with me ah! you girls are the bestest! hahahaha. muacks muacks :D hahahaha. then my og5 mates came and sang happy birthday thank you OG5 :D hahahaha. and my fellow OGLS too :D love you girls :D hahahaha.

Thank you mummy and gummy for the hello kitty cake! hahahaha and the big bigchocolate cake. hahahaha. you girls are the best! aND I LOVE THE STITCH ITS SO SUPER DUPER UBER CUTE TTM :D hahahahaha. and the hello kitty memo pad :D hahaha. PS: i love your cards eh! its SUPER DUPER CUTE :D hahahaha. hello kitty :D
Thank you grace jinli pinsing and shiyan (my gf :D) for the big big lamp! hahahahah. and your letters / cards :D hahahaha.
Thank you melzx for the happy birthday ballooon :D hahahaha.
Thank you the vball girls :D thank you xiwen dear :D thank you geraldine! our captain :D yintong :D and crystal :D my pw mate :D hahahahaha. for the stitch curtain and name tag! its UBER CUTE!! hahahaha. love you girls :D
Thank you ogms (terrence and marc) for the balloons! lol.
Thank you mummy and daddy for the bear bear with the flowers :D hahahaha. and the shirt (astro boy shirt so cute) and the guess bag :D i love it many many!

after road run we had CNY carnival! hahaha vball sell FRIED MARS BARS :D it was YUMMY! hahaha did you guys try it? lol. it was really delicious eh! hahahaha. after that went to plaza sing with D to watch HACHIKO! hahahaha. the dog's story. omg its SOO SAD ): okay not as sad as ten promise to my dog but still sad ): the poor dog wait for its owner for ten years you know. rarrh ): then i went home and go wanen house for our STAYOVER :D hahahahaha. yayyy!

LOVE you girls TTM :D hahahahaha. we watched bring it on 5 right? 4 or 5? hahahahaha. cheerleading shows :D hahahahaha. then we ate chips and macdonalds for supper. hahahaha and we fell asleep on the sofa. hahahahah. then morning wake up eat mac delivery again! hahahaha and watched Raise Your Voice. hahahaha yupp yupp its nice :D hahahaha. Someone's watching over me :D thats where the song came from! reminds me of our LA night group :D we were so much fun and our video is WONDERFUL OKAY :D hahahah let's have a LA night gathering and watch the video again hanle :D hahahahaha. my daughters (hanle and mel :D )

13 Feb ( Reunion dinner! ) hahahaha. went home and sleep. hahaha nap nap then go nainai house eat reunion dinner! hahahahah. yay! STEAMBOAT :D i love steamboat! hahahaha. and Ah loke SHUSHU bought us 2 cakes! one durian and one chocolate! (my fav flavours :D ) hahahahaha. it was me and nainai bday! hahahahaha. so we got 2 cakes YAY! ahahaha. everybody sang happy birthday and we ate the cake and went to china town for shopping! hahahah. daddy got me a hello kitty balloon :D and well we walked around and buy new year goodies and all the stuff. hahahaha. went home about 11 plus. bathe til 12 plus. and then guess what!

SURPRISE :D hahahahaha. D called and was like happy birthday can you come out now? hahaha. and eh bring a lighter. lol. then i was like huh?! hahahahaha. omg omg omg! so cute right :D hahahahaha. im so surprised /touched / happy/ beyond words :D hahahahaha. okay. so then i walked over to the field and then i spot the big big helium heart balloon :D hahahaha YAYYYY!! i love ballooons! hahahahaha. then he was like happy birthday :D hahahaha. omg. D got me a tiramisu cake from bakerzin. hahahaha. and a big pretty balloon and i love it absolutely. hahahaha. and STITCH! and haivanas from new urban male. hahahahaha. and FLOWERS :D hahahaha. okay i totally love flowers :D hahahahaha. thank you dear :D hahahahahaha. really really :D ahahahahah. so we light the candles and D sang happy birthday! hahahaha. and then we took photos and it was late and he kind of had to walk home which is so poor thing ): cause the bus services kind of stopped ): THANK YOU FOR THE SURPRISE :D really really. thanks a lot man really appreciate the heart / thought/ effort/ sweat/ walk/ all :D i love you many many :D

14 feb 2010 ( VDAY BDAY CNY) hahahaha. wore a green qipao. hahahaha. must dress to the occasion okay! hahahaha. okay then it was sunday. church in the morning. go to ah peh house. then nai nai house then po po house. hahahaha. yupp. i love nohhiang. hahahaha. its so yummy. hahahaha. then had lou hei :D hahahaha i like! hahahaha then eat CHILLI CRAB my favourite! hahahaha. had breakfast snack and lunch. hahahaha then went home and nap nap then 7 o clock went to joey's house. hahahaha. okay and guess what. my jiu mu got me a cake :D hahahaha i think its blueberry yoghurt cake :D thank you my dearest cousin :D and family! hahahaha. thanks for remembeering guys :D hahahaha its absolutely sweetness :D hahahaha. yupp we sang song and cut the cake. had steamboat plus bee hoon plus chicken wing plus lou hei (yu sheng) again plus many many delicious food :D hahahahaah. thanks dear for the surprise :D hahahahaha then we talked throughout the night til we kind of fell asleep watching down with love. hahahaha. or rather my pig pig cousin fell asleep! hahahaha. yupp. down with love is SO CUTE :D i love yan cheng xu! hahahahaha :D yupp.

15 feb 2010 (monday) - today went to watch VALENTINES DAY at VIVOCITY with D. hahahahaha. got to wear my blue dress! the one i got with xinyi and wanen. hahahahaha. the mango one :D hahahaha yay! then we went to eat thai express. and watched vday! hahahaha. lol. yupp taylor lautner and taylor swift :D hahahaha. its pretty sweet! and kind of cute. but yeah its pretty confusing cos too many love stories happenning at the same time and i am kind of eh confused. hahahahaha. yupp. then went home for dinner and my relatives were all there. hahahaha. nai nai ah loke shushu and ah zuan shushu and gugu and gupo. and all. yupp. we louhei AGAIN :D hahahaha i love yusheng with sashimi and the fried crackers you know :D hhahahaha. yupp. and then its now :D so yupp. here's my most exciting day :D

and this year is the year where i received THE MOST BIRTHDAY CAKES :D hahahaha.
1. hello kitty cake.
2. chocolate cake. (from xinyi wanen)
3. Durian cake
4. Chocolate Cake (from ah loke shushu)
5. Tiramisu cake (from D)
6. Blueberry yoghurt cake (from joey's family)

I LOVE CAKES :D hahahaha. its okay to eat more and grow fat this cny right :D hahahahah.
PS: did you know that vday and cny last coincided in 57 years!
That means i will have to wait another 57 years til i get to have such a wonderful day again that collides with CNY AND VDAY AND MY BDAY :D

love you people many many!

oh and also thank you many many to all those who wished me happy bday :D hahahaha all my old friends from like rss and dhs and like church and everywhere wished me and i am so uber touched that you guys remember :D hahahaha. i love you guys man :D

LOVE
dawn

HFMD

2010-02-09T20:32:00.001+08:00

my brother has hand foot mouth disease ):
he's stuck at home for a week!!
that means we cant really bring him out for cny unless he is well enough ): oh no so poor thing. rarrrh ):
dear god please make him well soon!
its going to be my birthday i want everybody to be well and healthy to celebrate with me please?

love
dawn

my wonderful week :D

2010-02-08T21:12:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :D

i have to say

I JUST HAD THE MOST MARVELLOUS WEEK for YEARS! :D

last week was the BOMBZXZXZX :D hahahahaha. we had TJ orientation :D i LOVE OG5 :D hahahahaha. it was really really fun. let me tell you all about it!

day 1 - 1st Feb Monday:
alright it was a bit scary i mean we are all at the audi and meeting to well meet our juniors and well i kind of just didn't know what to expect. but well boy i was X-cited :D cause well for once im the OGL :D haha yay! so yupp had a briefing and urshered in everybody! well got to see how OG5 was like. hmm people were a bit quiet and it was kind of scary to break the ice! but nvm im the ogl i must say something right :D so yupp my first try was well geraldine, isella and yong liang from nan chiau :D hahahahaha they are really nice people! lol so i taught them to cheer! omg i just remembered this was last thurs. but heck i shall just continue. hahahaha. so play ice breakers and bye bye go back lessons. friday also same a bit zzz. hahahahaha. so now

BACK TO MONDAY!! hahahaha. monday was DRY AND WET GAMES! omg they were starting to open up cos friday we had cheering session teach them cheers so they were defintely louder on monday! hahahahha. then we play dry games first. it was cool seeing them play it and with a bit of HELP :D hahahaha from us :D hahahaha. then wet games was :D so envious they got to slide the slide NOT FAIRRR!! hummmf. then we also learnt s club :D hahahaha bomm criss cross 1 2 3 :D then after a tiring day we went for debrief and yupp go home rest :D

TUESDAY 2feb day 2: X-treme race :D hahaha AMAZING RACE WAS FUN :D defintely a bonding session already cos we had time on the train to play bang bang bang who died! black magic and how many mama jump over the wall! hahahahahah. we went to old supreme court to do the shape making thing! omg its amazing looking at those guys take charge and arrange themselves. and they were SUPER fast it was really cool :D then we went esplanade to play the mix and match one tooo and the other game. then SMU to do the number step on plate one. ahahahaha they improved it so its more tricky and more fun :D hahahahaha. then we do mass dance! that thing you do :D yay! seeing them open up and dance is really comforting :D

WEDNESDAY 3 feb 2010: OG performance! hahahahah. on monday we were still a bit clueless about what to do cause arhhhh! not easy mahh! then tuesday they made guns and brought their own props :D they have initiative eh :D GOOD JOB GUYS :D hahahahaha. then wed was PDP exhibition :D hahahahaha. a lot of people interested in vball COOLIO :D hahaha. yupp yay yay :D PS: had auditions and guess what!! OG 5 got into O NIGHT :D YES! we were so X-cited okay :D haahahahaha. good job guys :D

THURSDAY 4 feb 2010: SUNTEC MASS DANCE! omg going back to lessons scared me. dunno a lot of stuff ): rarrrh. nvm what matters was fter that. at night was FUNNN :D hahahahaha we went for dinner at suntec togehter. hahahah macdonalds :D play games and MASS DANCE :D YA Y YAY YAY! it always brings back fond memories :D of like how TA1 me and elis were there going really crazy :D hahahahahah we wanted the ring to become a heart shape :D if im the president of SG i would do that! hahahahahah. and the beautiful lighting so pretty eh :D hahahahaha then we dance like we never dance before :D ahahahahhaha. and we cheer like we have no mother and no father (as told to me by jinli :D hahahahaha. had OG5 suppper. hahahaha we took many many pictures (all on facebook alr) hahahahaha. and then we go suntec the cotton candy corner and there was a stage! and we played CAT AND MOUSE :D its the most hillarious game. hahahahah. and many poeple keep forfeiting :D hahaha yuan song and darren did a butt scoop :D hahahahah. clarissa and yuhao did a bollywood dance with yuan song as THE TREE :D hahhahahaha. super funny :D then we went homme zzz.

FRIDAY THE O NIGHT!! lessons!! ARHHH! scary. then at night we had o night :D omg feel really bad cos we went to eat and our og rehearse themselves ): sorry guys! went back they had their last rehearsal. the ogls went to get the food and well i was left to entertain them! hahhahaha the whole og play cat and mouse and it was fun cos well they had fun screaming and shouting and laughing :D yay! then o night started :D hahahaha GO OG 5 :D you guys dida great job okay :D i am defintely proud of you guys :D kayu mc :P evil people. RARRRH %^!(*#*&$(!*#( shalll skip all the unhappy moments and skip to only the happy and memorable and worth mentioning ones :D hahahahaha. so we had the night of our lifes :D hahahahaha watch performance burst balloons ( i hate it! ps: balloons should be looked at not burst ): then we had a band playing which was... yeaaah. then mass dance :D ahahahahaha. CHEER MORE AND MORE AND MORE :D hahahahahah. and then we had OG5 SUPPER :D hahahahahaha ate dessert :D and we go stage play games! cat and mouse! until eh everybody left. hahahahahaha. then ogls stayed back to cam whore and take video! hahahahahha. simon did you see us :D hahahahahah. yupp. then we go home :D

SATURDAY GO GREEN DAY!
ahahahaha. led half the og with darren. well it was really tiring. cause well just the 25 of us had to cover like 5 blocks of flats. hahahaha carrying newsppaer and clothes and hwat not. hahahahaha. sweating like mad and yeaaah back aching or breaking even! hahahahaha. then we play games after we finish again! um ji ji um ji :D yayyyy! i love that game okay! hahahahahha. yuppp it was really really loads of fun :D but SUPER tiring. cos we had supper for the past two nights until like 11 plus reach home 12 plus kind of supper! hahahahah. had og lunch and went home to sleep. hahahaha at night watch BLIND SIDE with my family. didnt really get it though. hmmmm. chim show. hahahahahaha.

SUNDAY! SURF AND SWEAT :D
with the vball team :D hahahaha it was really fun. hahahahaha went there to sentosa :D hahahahah with crystal and charmine. met chong you melissa and benedict. hahahahaha. then we take the train there. omg you know now no need buy the tix can use eez-link card. :D COOL EH! hahahahaha. then we go there SUPPRORT THE VBALL TEAM :D omg the guys ARE GOOD EH :D they got one match 15 : 02 :D hahahaha cool! go guys :D plus elysia :D hahahahaha. good job :D hahahahahah then we go drink milo truck :D yay love milo! hahahahah. got our goodie bag the singlet so pretty :D hahahahahah. i like :D yay! plus the goodie bag A LOT OF THINGS EH :D got waterbottle drinks chips and my FAVOURITE SEAWEED :D thats the BEST PART :D yayyy! then we went to support the guys! the tchoukball team (the squash guys!) hahahaha. cool eh :D they not bad they won a match too :D good job guys!! and girls :D hahahahahah. yupp then we played monkey! ahahahahaha it was really really fun :D hahahahaha. darren benedict zhihong melissa chong you denise and dory melvin too :D hahahahaha yupp very fun :D camwhore a lot with the people there :D hahahahaha. ps the lvoer's challenge so cute ah! hahahahaha went to bathe with the girls :D then we go back vivocity! hahahahah. got to shop a bit but dont have anything i really like ): hummmf. i still need one more dress for chinese new year! and went to watch THE TOOTH FAIRY :D hahaha so cute :D i like i want :D i wanna watch HACHIKO :D who wanna watch with me!! PLEASEEE ):

SO thats my super wonderful week of last week :D

LOVE
dawn

NY shopping 2010 w W+X :D

2010-01-31T21:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS :D

omg im so X-cited about orientation tmr :D cause its going to be AWESOMEEZX :D hahahahaha. WET AND DRY GAMES OKAY :D plus the floor mats to slide on! please please we want :D hahahahaha. and omg cheering and mass dance :D S club tmr :D yay yay yay :D

today super accomplished :D
morning 8am me and iynyi went running okay :D we super charitable! hahaha RUN FOR MY LUNCH :D hahahahaha cool eh :D i got the grey shirt and grey is such an ugly colour i dont like it! i saw the red shirt and it is so pretty i wanna change!! but the evil person say cannot! >:( grrrrh. whatever!

today then rush to church :D hahahahaha. lead KSS singing :D hahahaha the kids are SUPER DUPER UBER CUTE :D and its our ( Faith and me) 4th week leading :D such an acheivement :D hahahahaha.

after that, FINALLY went NEW YEAR SHOPPING :D with my best friends of all :D xinyi gummy and wanen mummy :D hahahahaha yupp yupp. we went bugis to meet xinyi okay :D cause she have meeting at NLB see we so loving. hahahaha plus mummy sick and take time off from cleaning her room just to see us :D yay so honoured okay :D

hahahahaha then we took mrt to 313! and found out that 313 has no TOPSHOP. i mean seriously!! how can! its SO GINARMOUS with like a 5 storeys FOREVER 21 and everything but NO TOPSHOP! so yeah. went to NEWLOOK and FOREVER 21 :D hahahahah i like new look :D its nice eh. hahahaha forever 21 is a bit disappointing ): no nice/ fitting dress! liked that pink/peachy strippy dress sort of thing but mummy say it looks unfitting! so nvm! :P hahahaha. then went MANGO and bought a pretty dress but its BLUE! ): but nvm its still nice i think :D

then we gave up and went to ION ORCHARD :D omg its super big and nice and ARH wonderful :D hahahaha the new look there is MUCH BETTER :D hahahaha 2 storeys okay. hahaha. hahaha so accomplished girls :D hahahaha. we went there and we all each bought a dress there :D yay! hahahahaha. nice right :D yay! its eh blue too ): no pink dress im so sad ): hummf.

FINALLY went TOPSHOP but the dress i liked was eh weird and cheap-looking not really worth its price so whatever! ahahahaha. still accomplished :D hahahah. had takoyaki and yakisoba and crepe and milk tea :D hahahaha pigging out but heck :D hahahaha. went to Pull and Bear, Springfield and ACESSORIZE :D hahaha. i need bracelets/ heels/ necklace :D

NEED TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN!!

thank you girls :D great to spend time with you guys :D always fun as ever :D love you girls forever :D XOXO dawnnn :D

SO EXCITED ABOUT ORIENTATION! omg you know we in forever 21 then the music start playing JAIHO and im so excited i totally wanna like dance and get high :D yayyy! cant wait cant wait! hahahahaha! 10 more hours or so!! see you guys tmr :D

LOVE
DAWN

2010-01-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D

Orientation X : X-ing boundaries :D is the BOMBZXZXZXZXX :D
i think its SUPER DUPER UBER fun okay :D
yayyy love OG 5 :D LOVE XAEDON :D we can go it okay :D
cheer like mad :D stamp like mad and wow just wonderful okay :D
hahahahahaha gogojiayou people :D

give it to me baby :D
uh-huh, uh-huh :D

LOVE
dawn

i cant breathe without you.,

2010-01-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

dawn is really intellectual now she is reading my sister's keeper. i mean i know probably everybody has read it except eh ME! lol. yupp. its a pretty sad storry ): okay normally dawn would be thinking like about her wedding or like something happy or her birthday or yeah you get the idea. but suddenly dawn is thinking about her funeral. wah so emozxzxxzx.

okay let's just say hypothetically one day i died. like i had this fatal disease / an accident/ the roof collapsed/ a fire broke out/ a earthquake. yeah. you get the idea. but let's say i disappeared one day. and there was a funeral. i wonder who will be there.

i think my family will be there. like my mummy and daddy and my rain rain pig pig. and my hamsters too? please bring them! they'll miss me for not feeding them or at least nobody to bite when im not around!

hmmm i really hope all my friends will be there! like those i cared about or those who cared about me too! you know! like mutual care and love kind of friends :D

like my cousins :D my relatives you know. haha. like joey and eugene. i hope they come and say something nice about me despite all my well bad points! hahahaha. but still! :D

like from my primary school friends til now! like hmmm. ella, dawn, kenny, shao hwee and clinton from rivervale pri sch.

like fiona and wayne and leslie who will like crack jokes about the teachers we had. hahaha. and well my whole class if possible :D

and maybe if i'm lucky my kindergarten friends will remember me :D you know the beauty who acted for our end of year drama or something will come!

and also my dunman friends :D please come my 158 gang :D yupp i want i want! then i dunno ben could tell us sick jokes like we used to and A and S could even come tgt :D omg so cute :D

and also MY TJ FRIENDS WHO STUCK WITH ME FOR 4 YEARS :D all my come alright :D hahahahahaha. xinyi wanen darren james edwin jolene melissa iynyi ashley jinli :D ahahahaha you know just come and see me one last time :D im not so unbearable right! xinyi CHOCO CHOCO :D hahahahaha.

and also i wish for my vball team to come. really i do. then i dunno we could play ball or something that would be really cool i mean seriously :D

and also my dearest church friends :D yay! vanny you must come okay and faith :D hahahahaha. and ziyan and yixin. yuppp :D

and also my TA cell people ":D hahahaha you guys are cool :D james our leader :D darren caleb charis lynn renee justina ashley rachel nicolette zengan justin limeng... then you all could like even sing amazing grace or something.

wah now to come to think about it. i would rather it not be my funeral. maybe a huge gathering and i am present that would be so much more enjoyable :D cause we would all be there having fun and yeaaah :D

love
dawn

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feelin like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

just finding it harder to breathe nowadays ):

2009-12-26T00:27:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY :D

2009-12-14T20:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D

I am flying off the YUNAN is about 5 hours :D 2am flight which is SUPER tiring! hahahaha so byebye for 10 days :D ra ra ra ah ah ah :D

2009-11-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D

Do you feel lonely and alone sometimes?
Do you feel like there is no meaning in life?
Do you feel unloved and need something to care for?
Do you feel like you have too much love but nobody to share it with?

GREAT :D you are just the person i am looking for!
a HAMSTER can keep you company :D and add new meaning to your life :D it will love you to bits and needs your unwavering care and concern! and you can love it to bits too!!

so...
DOES ANYBODY WANT FREE HAMSTERS?

i have like 12 hamsters?!
kaka and kiki had 3 babies who are grown up now free to give to you!
and they gave birth to another 7 hamsters. so yupp DO YOU WANT HAMSTERS?
if so, please contact me!
leave me a tag @ http://www.dawn-mybeautifullife.blogspot.com
or send me a msg on fb / msn/ sms.

LOVE
dawn

POST PW celeb

2009-11-15T19:53:00.002+08:00

HAHA omg its the BEST time of my life :D
now that PW is over :D
its just PHEW! a huge burden off my shoulders!
GREAT JOB GROUP MATES :DD

9 nov- PW OP and celebration with pearly's group - louise, pearly, melvin, yintong and sheryl ( who flew to JAPAN aft OP SOO GOOODDD!! ) at HK CAFE :D

A BIG THANK YOU TO MY PW GROUP :D

Thank you to Calvin and his family for all the yummy pizzas and good food and POST PW movie marathonn :D and those late nights of doing PW at his TV room tooo! thank you for being so hospitable and generous :D

Thank you Xinyi for being such a slave driver and making us do work :D we all need somebody like you or we will just slackkk! hahaha. <3!!

Thank you Iynyi for bringing the projector so that we can practice successfully! and for still coming even though you fell sick! hope you are better now :D

Thank you Crystal for being so sweet and buying us sweet and writing us cards :D yay!

CONGRATULATIONS EVERYBODY :D
PW is finally over and we are j2 now :D

NOVEMBER 10 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAINER KOH :D
my little brother :D ahahaha. thank you for being such a irritating and frustrating little bug :D i still LOVE YOU :D and well adding to your collection of NERF guns :D hope that is enough! hahahaha.

11 nov- TRAINING!!

12 nov -watched paranomal activity with D. omg it is SUPER freaky. i am so freaked okay. this week was crazy. watched FINAL DESTINATION 3 and ORPHAN with my PW group. omg. its SUPER scarrrry. super freaky and EWWW gross. yeaaah. but apparently crystal and iynyi liked orphan ): scarry!

13 nov - my first GUITAR CLASS :D omg i'm learning guitar its pretty cool :D i like! hahaha. then went out with xiwen then go TRNG :D at night we go GRACE CHALET tgt :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE :D
Thank you for inviting me :D it was really fun playing mahjong, eating good foood :D i love the SPICY SOTONG! singing S.H.E. with shiyan and shufen :D and also watching XIA DAO XIAO. omg so freaky. thank you for being such a great host :D making us breakfast and heating up all the food for us :D hope you enjoyed yourself girl :D omg. at night have these freaky guys from the other chalet come and BANG BANG BANG our windows. it was sooo FREAKY. thank god the security came :D

14 nov - went KTV with church friends :D high to the maxxxx. at chinatown :D omg its really cheap i think. $10 for you to sing from 2pm - 2am. PS: free flow of drinks! like really sweet honey water :D and also (FAKE) sharkfin :D and also snackbowl. and IT IS TOUCHSCREEN :D next time we can go there eh xinyi and wanen :D

15 nov - church :D and went ard shopping with mummy and daddy and rainnn. went IKEA :D

that's it for my post PW celebration :D

LOVE
dawn

2009-11-05T22:33:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA OMG
i am watching ' WE ARE MARRIED'
kim hyun joong and Hwang bo.

HAHAHA. omg sooo cute :D

KHJ: When i caught the mosquitoes one by one.
I felt like i was protecting my wife.
Really.
The mosquitoes that suck my wife's blood.
If i catch more than 10, i'd feel like i am protecting a family!
but my wife said not to catch anymore.
i was a little regretful to end it then.

HAHAHAA OMG SOO CUTEEE :DD
MUST WATCH THIS SHOW!!
it is like a variety show then they make a korean guy and girl marry and then let them live together!!
hahahahaha. omg should put LEE MIN HOO!!

HAHA omg you must read this!

Declaration of love - Kim Hyun Joong
If my wife is sick, then i will run to all places to find medicine for her.
i will not look at other females.
No matter what kind of temptations faced or difficulties encountered, I have confidence in facing these challenges.
The ideal marriage is being by my wife's side all my life.
To become a groom who is like oxygen.

Wife HB: hahahaha.

KHJ: what do you think ?
that's because i cannot be like nitrogen!

HAHAAH OMGGG!!

2009-10-30T10:38:00.003+08:00

WHERE IS MY FAIRY GODMOTHER?!
i thought she was just a teardrop away?

你说我让你看不清楚
你说你害怕在爱中迷途
舍不得你哭
如果是我让你觉得无助
让我告诉你
我对这一切有多在乎
如何证明我深情的吻
才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂
我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人
就算被冷落
就算犯错
我都不走
喔~相信我无悔无求
我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲
我愿陪你
直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
相信我
如何证明我深情的吻
才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂
我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人
就算被冷落
就算犯错
我都不走
喔~相信我无悔无求
我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲
我愿陪你
直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
相信我
喔~相信我无悔无求
我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲
我愿陪你
直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
相信我

MUMMMY i just want to cry okay.
i feel sick ): i dont want to go school.
ARRRHHHHH!!!
but i have to sign the WRRR ):
mummmy how? why you got rehearsal now ):
my tummmmy ):

ni zai jiu hao le ):

love
dawn

2009-10-28T23:45:00.002+08:00



If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry



you dont care about me anymore ):

2009-10-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

i very scared.
you know got this guy today.
he keep smsing me.
he say he opposite mac opposote yeo hiap SENG?!
then i am like oh who are you?
he was like i am khai hong?!
i am like eh do i know you!?
he was like i am waiting for you for a interview at 3.30!!
then i was like nooo! you got the wrong number!
then he does not beleive me you know.
he say are your office at bukit timah plaza?
he call me. then i was like no no you go thte wrong number.
then he send somemore say what wahh you liar thank god i never quit my job.
then say what i dont wanna step you got people kill vancancy tell lies. ?!
then he keep sendinggg! say what i thought you say you got job work in army camp. all bull shit. all of a sudden you became a female. god bless you long life. anyway liar means liar. ha.
OMG WHAT A FREAK?!!!
WL then he call me again just now!!
and now send me this sms:
MAN OF GOD: what is your name? why lie to me...

ARRRH I AM VERYY FRIGHTENED ):
who is that freakkk and why is he PESTERING MEEEE!
please somebody save me ):

dawn

2009-10-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

你总是说我在
这样孤单时候
才会想与你联络
然而谈的情
说的爱不够
说来就来说走就走
怎么会不懂我
怎么会不知道
女人的心是脆弱
寂寞不是我
不能够忍受
只是每一天
我想你太多
其实不想走
其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我
再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过
其实不想走
其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我
再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过
(music)
怎么会不懂我
怎么会不知道
女人的心是脆弱
寂寞不是我
不能够忍受
只是每一天
我想你太多
其实不想走
其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我
再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过
其实不想走
其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我
再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过

HAHAHA. omg was watching bai wan da ge xiang. then zhang dong liang was singing this song.
lol this song i think i grew up with it? cause my parents love LOVE ZHOU HUA JIAN! lol. so yeaaahhh in australia we everyday hear the same cd so now i still know how to sing even though i never see the lyrics before! hahahaha until now! lol.

today is results day ):
bad day bad day ): everybody so emo and sad
i also see already very sad ):
haiix.
yuppp.
feeling kind of down today ):
ever felt like you are with this huge group of people?
all talking and walking together?
yet you feel so lonely inside?
yeah thats kind of how i feel ):
just lonely and empty ):
strange.
nvm dont worry about me.
i passed everything;.
so i am okay.

LOVE
dawn

2009-10-24T00:30:00.002+08:00

Lee Min Ho will be dropping by Singapore for Etude House promo trip on 24th October. You can check out more details on his trip schedule as below:

24/10/2009 (Sat)
12:30pm: Arrives Singapore (via Singapore Airlines from Taipei)
2:30pm: Press Conference @ Raffles Hotel
4:00pm: Special Appearance as Shop Manager @ Etude House
(Plaza Singapura outlet)
5:00pm: “Etude House Party” @ St James Power Station Movida
(Closed-door private event for 50 VIPs & 100 fans)

25/10/2009 (Sun)
Lee Min Ho will be taking his free time to browse around Singapore and will leave Singapore for Korea at night.

OMGGGG!!! :DDDD

0109 wonnn captain's ball 4th!

and tug of war 2nd :D

YAY GO 0109 :DD we all so strong :D yay!

and VBALL WON TOOOO :D

YAYYY!

today went my father's mother's brother's son's wedding!!! hahahaha.

COOL the bride very very pretty :D

yayyy!

i cant wait :DDD

FOR A LOT OF THINGSSS!!!

LOVE

dawn

2009-10-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :D

还记得你喜欢咬着我的手

然后给我你嘴里的球

要我陪你玩丢丢

你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵

窝在我的身旁

没有烦忧在梦里遨游

好狗狗好狗狗

谢谢你陪妈咪这么久

你并没有离开我

是搬到天堂生活

蔷蔷你要记得我

你不要走丢

快快找到天使

在天堂给我保佑

蔷蔷不要忘了我

还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友

你永远活在记忆中

还记得你喜欢咬着我的手

然后给我你嘴里的球

要我陪你玩丢丢

你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵

窝在我的身旁

没有烦忧在梦里遨游

好狗狗好狗狗

谢谢你陪妈咪这么久

你并没有离开我

是搬到天堂生活

蔷蔷你要记得我

你不要走丢

快快找到天使

在天堂给我们保佑

蔷蔷不要忘了我

还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友

你永远活在记忆中

（OS：蔷蔷谢谢你）

蔷蔷你要记得我

你不要走丢

快快找到天使

在天堂给我保佑

蔷蔷不要忘了我

还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友

你永远活在记忆中

HAHAHA thank you iynyi for recommending this song!
lol now its stuck in my head okay :D
I LOVE IT EH.
reminds me of twizel though ):
RARRRH i need a little puppy dog!
please?

nvm on a lighter note:

YAY PROMOS ARE OVER :D
sweet sweet freeedomm! hahahaha.
yay :D
after promos my friends and me all go sing k :D
love love you alll people :D
xinyi wanen jinli hanle iynyi denise shiyan grace pin sing all were there :D
Thank you darlings for spending such a fun day tgt :D
hahahahaha.
then saturday was PWWW!!
omg. hahahah.
iynyi and xinyi came and we just eh dooo ):
hahahahaha gogojiayou :D
our group can do it one!
today sunday!
hahaha i help faith with the k2 kids.
lol they very cute :D
then went out with joeyy and eugene. hahahah.
EWWW we watched PANDORUM
okay bad movie.
dont watch it.
maybe only guys will like it.
but its not niceee! :P its like a sci fic?
all the zombie like things killing humans?
bloood and ugly monsters!
ALL EUGENE FAULT!
he say the trailer nice WHEN he never watch!
jo we got cheated ):
sister's keeper will be nicer!
had tony romas with joey's parents!
thank you jiu jiu jiu mu :D
finally got to see jie jie :D
HEH tonight my cousins are over here to stay over.
hahahahaha cheeky little kids :P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL :D
tmr is PW! at crystal house! hahahah.
yayyyy!

love
dawn

2009-10-17T09:53:00.001+08:00

FREEEDOMM :D

PROMOS ARE FINALLY OVER :D

YAY YAY YAY!!

2009-10-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D

Happy mooncake festival :D

today is a sad day ): today is my doggie birthday ): today twizel turns 5 years old ): i miss her a lot a lot ):
haiix ):
i miss you ):

love
dawn

2009-09-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

2009-09-25T22:53:00.001+08:00

九十九次我爱他
By 元若蘭

保加利亞玫瑰的精油
全滴在他剛才牽過我的手
橫衝直撞我的心像一顆躲避球
誰懂愛停在手裡多久

學問道理教科書都有
戀愛上上籤到底哪裡求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快為我加油

多想帶著雷達到他夢裡仔細調查
愛的正卡還有沒有副卡
也想拿起掃把在他心底洗洗刷刷
不專心的念頭哎咿哎咿都清除啦

九十九次我愛他少了眼皮會亂眨
要他能心電感應我的想法
每天念著他的名字哎咿哎咿一句不差

九十九次我愛他少了頭髮會分岔
要他的想念每天準時打卡
愛像冰淇淋在(我)嘴裡溶化

2009-09-24T22:59:00.001+08:00

YAY :D

the lovers are finally back together :D
HAPPILY EVER AFTER :D

LOVE LOVE :D

2009-09-24T00:36:00.001+08:00

Hello world D:

life is never easy ):
life is busy and promos are coming.
somebody is stressed and pissed off ):
haiix.
take care everybody :D

love
dawn

2009-09-22T23:21:00.001+08:00

I throw all of your stuff away
I’m gonna clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it’s just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get hereunder my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
[ Demi Lovato Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together you’d think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again
And again, and again, and again, and again, and again
I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
O oh o oh, o oh o oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together you'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go here we go again
Here we go again
Should have known better in trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Again (and again, and again)
Again (and again, and again)
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again

2009-09-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :D

I've GOT BABY HAMSTERS :D
KAKA and KIKI are apparently not both girls.
one of them must be a boy!
so now i've got 6 baby hamsters :D
they are small tiny and pink! hahahahaha.
omg super cute :D and furless. ): poor things.
super cute :D

I AM A MUMMMY! :D
nono now im a granny alr :D
YIPEE YAY YAY YIPEEE YIPEE YAYYY!!!

love
dawn

2009-09-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

The hottest man alive is coming to Singapore! Lol
On 10 October 2009 at ION Orchard for the opening of Etude House.

source: http://www.blogskins.com/forum/1/191996/

ARHHH LEE MIN HO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE :DDDD
MY LOVE TTM!!!! ahahahahaha.

HELLO PEOPLE :D
im here to tell you about my holiday! hahahahaha.

saturday ashley came over to bake! hahahaha. yay! we made oreomisu togehter. lol. super rushed. we only had one hour plus?! but we super efficient :D love youu dear! every year you also come bake with me! okay this year is mix with me :D hahahaha.

sunday went to sing karaoke :D yay! i like to sing songs! hahahahaha. and eat waraku! lol. yay! hope you had fun :D lol i sure did! i got to do everything i want. hahahaha sing k :D HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY DARREN!!!

monday went to xinyi house! hahahaha. thank you dear for your pizza treat :D

tuesday went to pasir ris ehub. watched I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER :D
it is nice eh! hahahaha. super sweet i think. he so cute :D he so silly but he like beth cooper aka hayden panettiere! hahahahaha. her little red dress is so hot! hahahahaha.

wednesday is XINYI BDAY :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI :D hahahaha. went to meet them at POMO. hahahaha. omg hanle show us this jap themed food court. hahahah its so coool! lol. THANK YOU DEAR FOR BEING MY FRIEND FOR 3 years already! hahahaha. for eh tolerating with my nonsense and loving me endlessly :D i know you do! dont deny it okay! hahahahaa.i appreciate you laods loads! yuppp. then we went to watch the proposal me xinyi hanle! hahahaha. omg so porn. hahahahaha. all the naked bodies!!! hahahahaha. yeah but it is sweet :D awwww! the guy so cute he run back from alaska to ask her to marry him AWWWW :D

thursday

bio remedial. work. work. work. hahahahaha. then go daddy's graduation ceremony! hahahaha. omg SUPER COOOLL! okay. actually to tell you the truth it was boring. they just eh give speech and yeah go up get the cert! but why is it cool? hahahaha. cause cause they graduate! hahahahahaha. yupp. they all wear the black robe annd the square cap super cool right :D i want! i want! i cannot wait! hahahaha. i wanna graduate! hahahahaha. yupp. then we went SHANGRI LA HOTEL :D hahahahaha. super prettty! okay i mountain tortoise i never go before. except the sentosa one! hahahah that one super pretty got a white fence area to marrry :D and the sea view very nice! but the one in orchard is also very nice! its more grand i think. got big big big chandelier! :D so prettty! and their buffet?! omg. i mouth-watering already okay! got lobster bisque ): i wannttt! hahahaha. and the fondue. omg omg mummmmy gummmy i wanna eat! :D let's go NY NY EAT COTTON CANDY OKAY :D ON??? hahahahaha. then we went to queue up to take photo which just took really long and yeah it was annoying. i hate to wait for stuff. grrrrh. yeah. but nevermind. had dinner at like 10 plus? but considering got ming zhong :D so yeah its worht it :D but the food was blah. nono but the food at shangri la is pretty and hahahaha okay only lah :D

friday
going out with my cousin whom ive nt met for super long :D we've got endless stuff to talk about right dear? hahahahaha. JUST DONT BE LATE HOR DARLING :D i know you wont be right!!! then going DEAD SEA SCROLLS WITH MY s4g :D yay! seee nobody wanna go only my s4g cool one wanna go :D hahahahaha. so coool we going museum! lol.

love
dawnn

2009-08-16T22:54:00.001+08:00

SAY HELLO TO the 2 new additions to my family :D

KAKA and KIKI :D

the next time when blogger is not screwed up i will post their pics okay :D

SUPER ADORABLE additions :D

LOVE!
dawn

2009-08-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO EAT SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES!

PLEASEEE!

yay tmr is pilot test day! RARRH! i sure hope our toothbrush bracelets sell okay! must support us eh! we selling toothbrush bracelets at $2.50 and toothbrush pegs at $1.50!
SUPPORT 1000 smiles!
SUPPORT us!
our aim: providing sub-saharan kids with toothbrush and paste!
SEE our noble aim!
must join us and show your support :D

2009-08-01T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hello world :D

HAHAHA omg i think these few days super eh spiritual! hahahaha.
yupp. it just feels like it!
ytd night was cell :D
i think it is pretty cool! i think you guys out there should come and join us!
christian or not! it is eh pretty engaging and yeah no harm just come and see see look look right people :D
hahahah. yupp just come and see and yeah hear what we have to say!
lol okay. what we christians believe is that hmm jesus died for us.
hmm sometimes i wonder why he so noble! i mean seriously ehh!
hahahaha if some cute guy die for me i will be like omg omg super super guilty!
like you know a huge truck is driving top speed towards me.
ARHHH! (like go jun pyo when he was stopping this huge truck to rush to geum jan di!! )
yes that kind of thing! then he push me away! *whooosh*
and then *BOOM* he gets banged down.
blood is flowing on the ground and he is lying in a huge huge pool of blood.
omg i mean seriously i would be super duper uber touched.
i will marry that guy :D
provided eh he is alive! so i can pay back right!
but still. rarrrh. its just sad!

then today. hahaha youth service! SCARRED!
2 types: Physical scar and Emotional Scar.
how to get over them?
1. SEIZE god's promise.
2. SEE god's fatihfulness
3. STOP being down!

hahahaha come at hmm quite a right time! hahahaha. yupp.
yay! tmr is SSS picnic!

love
dawn

omg go jun pyo just ignored geum jan di and ouch. that really hurt! i mean how can he do that to herrr!!!

Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

Every time I see the lightening
Every time I hear the thunder
Every time I close the window
When this happens in summer
Oh the night is so inviting
I can feel that you are so close
I can feel you when the wind blows
Blows right through my heart

2009-07-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

天空的霧　來的漫不經心
河水像油畫一樣安靜
和平鴿用藍布發芽著雲
心偷偷的放晴

祈禱你像英勇的禁衛軍
動也不動的守護愛情
你在回憶裏留下的腳印
是我愛的風景
我要送你日不落的想念
寄出代表愛的明信片
我要送你日不落的愛戀
緊牽著心把世界走遍
你就是今天你就是晴天
我的愛未眠
不落的想念飛在你身邊
我的愛未眠

愛的巴士總是走了又停
微笑望著廣場上人群
我要把愛全都裝進心裏
陪我一起旅行

我要送你日不落的想念
寄出代表愛的明信片
我要送你日不落的愛戀
緊牽著心把世界走遍
你就是今天你就是晴天
我的愛未眠我的愛未眠

2009-07-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

I HAVE BRACES D:
ARH!!

2009-07-12T23:26:00.001+08:00

TODAY!
is the last day you see me without braces
TODAY
is the last day you see me with my weird teeth
TODAY
is the day me and wanen and xinyi went to NYNY!
and we ate fondue and mushroom cuppucino :D love :D
YAY! very nice! hahahahaha. love love!
went shopping around! yupp. hahahahaah. yay!
i very scared braces. it is going to come in 16 hours. i am gng to die.
i wont survive it!
ARHHHH!

2009-07-11T12:35:00.000+08:00

ARHHH! omg omg
jandi left go jun pyo.
he very very sad ):
omg i am SOO SUPER SAD FOR HIM!
arrrhhhh
i wanna cryy ):
he so poor thing! ARHHH!

2009-07-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hello world (:

today was an exciting day! today we all went to sarena's house to SURPRISE hanle!
hahahaha happy birthday to hanle in 1 and half hour :D
you were really surprised right (: see we are good eh! hahahaha.
Thanks to sarena for the house big big pretty house!
thanks to melissa for taking hanle to parkway for TOO LONG A TIME!!
yay! it waas fun :D

2009-07-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hello world (:

im alive.
today went to watch ice age with xinyi :D
hahahaha omg the squirrels super duper uber cute! hahaha. i love the two silly squirrels which keep quarrelling over a akon and attempting to kill each other in the process! hahahah. and they fell in love! and aww the akon got heartbroken! lol. xinyi couldn't get it! hahahaha. slow pok :P

hahahahaha yay! went back school for cell. lol. home. bof-ing!

love
dawn

2009-07-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
oh baby.
trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i never use to go out without you, i'm not sure i remember how to.
i'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, i don't know if i like my outfit.
i tried everything in my closet.
nothing feels right when i'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when i'm missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
i thought maybe i'd do some shopping, but i didn't get past the door and, now i don't know now i don't know if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i, couldnt even leave my appartment.
i'm stripped down torn up about it.
trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i couldn't even leave my appartment, i'm stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when i'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when i'm missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay.

hey hey, nothing feels right when i'm not with you.
sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when i'm mising you.
ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
in nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

paper cuts.
heart breaks.
ouch.
pain.
sorrow.
melancholy.
memories.
tears.

love
dawn

2009-07-06T23:10:00.001+08:00

my teeth feels weird :S
RARHHHH!!

):

2009-07-06T12:22:00.004+08:00

Hello world :D

exams are over :D YAY!
yipee yay yay yipee yipee yay!
its just BOF in my life now!
GJP <3! hahahaha.
and my korean auntie is going to teach me korean :D
YAYYY! i am ehh. learning online now!
hahahah super hardworking okay :D
PS:
RARH i am getting rubberband today!
i am scared!
isit painful?
RARRRHHH! howww?!

will you come for me from across the sea
will you care for me til my last breath

so take, take me as i am
if i am meant to stay,
what can i do to make you stop,
pushing me away

HAHA omg what song is this?
its the red thread ending song and what isit!!
its so nice arhh :D

love
dawn

2009-07-02T18:39:00.004+08:00

RARH.
bio was really difficult ):
math was okay (:
econs was okay (:
gp was i dunno?
and chem is tmr! last paper! yay! (:
i wanna go out! hahahaha (:
i cant wait to go out! (:

后我们分开了虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人想摆脱关系太不容易
寂寞成了习惯习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在那里
在慌乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

· 有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力

　其实我很清醒
　其实我很冷静
　看着眼泪滴落在手

love
dawn

2009-06-30T16:49:00.001+08:00

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

2009-06-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

LOVE TO THE MAX :D

ARRRHHH!

go jun pyo go jun pyo go jun pyo!

2009-06-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

hello people (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUGENE (:
hahahah today is eugene"s bday! hahahah> me and jo and eug went to tm to watch " i love you man" ahahaha> it is funny and sweet but crude> lol> my com is screwed> it cant type properly> rarrrh!!

love
dawn

GO JUN PYOOOOOOOO

2009-06-21T22:09:00.003+08:00

Hello people (:

Yesterday was Bethesda Chapel's Amazing Race (:
it was a wonderful success (: yay!
from last last week when it was just a week before registration closes. when no groups sign up at all. wah. super scary. cause nobody wanna go ): yupp. then to yesterday when 13 groups turned up (: yay! although there were a few hiccups on the way but yeah it all turned out well in the end (: yay! thank god! hahahah. cause the whole youth body pray for us eh! so sweet (: hahaha. thank you thank youu (:

Thank you to BCAR commm (: had so much fun with them! lol.
Thank you to EVERYBODY who joined (:
Thank you to everybody who helped out by praying or being station master or parent helper *grins* (:
Thank you to my super fun group (:

love
dawn

2009-06-17T22:46:00.001+08:00

LOVE <3

GO JUN PYOO!!

HAHAHA.
omg.

i cannot stop watching boys over flowers!
BOF BOF BOF!!!

love (:

hahaha. went to mummy house with xinyi today! hahahah. yay (:
finally got to meet mummy!
hahahaha. bebe is so cute.
why xinyi so scared! hummf.
hahahaha. evil xinyi wont let him come out ):

love dawn

2009-06-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

Lucky - Ashily

Nan himi deulttaemyeon Lucky in my life!
Geudaega kkumcheoreom dagaoneyo

Seulpeo jilttaemyeon nan Lucky in my dream!
Geudae ttaseuhage nareul kkok gamssajuneyo

Eonjena i-reoke useoyo na~ sesangi himdeulge haedo nan jeoldae
Nunmureun bo-igo sipjin anchyo~ nae mameul moreuneun geudaerado-
Meolliseo-rado geudaeui geu misoreul ganjikhalsuisseo dahaengijyo

Ulgo sipeulttaen Lucky in my love!
Sangsangsok geudaega meotjyeoboyeoyo

Uljeokhaejimyeon nan Lucky in my world!
Geudae kkumgyeolcheoreom nareul kkok anajujyo

Geuraeseo i-reoke useoyo nar~ sesangi himdeulge haedo nan jeoldae
Nunmureun bo-igo sipjin anchyo~ nae mameul moreuneun geudaerado-
Meolliseo-rado geudaeui geu misoreul ganjikhalsuisseo dahaengijyo

Nan neomu areumdawo- nan neomu haengbokhangeol-
Oeroun sesange nan~ tto naesowoneul damayo

Geuraeseo i-reoke useoyo nar~ sesangi himdeulge haedo nan jeoldae
Nunmureun bo-igo sipjin anchyo~ nae mameul moreuneun geudaerado-
Meolliseo-rado geudaeui geu misoreul ganjikhalsuisseo dahaengijyo

Geudae hangeoreumman dagawayo
Credit:soompiforums

When I am exhausted, Lucky in my life
You come to me as if in a dream
When I sadly fall asleep, Lucky in my dream
You warmly hold me tight

I always smile like this

Even though the world is difficult
I will never show my tears

Even if you do don’t know my feelings
Even if it is from far away, I am grateful
That I can cherish your smile

When I want to cry, Lucky in my love
You look so cool in my imagination

When I feel depressed, Lucky in my world
You always hold me tight, as if in a dream

I always smile like this
Even though the world is difficult
I will never show my tears
Even if you do don’t know my feelings
Even if it is from far away, I am grateful
That I can cherish your smile

Everything is beautiful, I am so happy

I fill this lonely world with my wishes

I always smile like this
Even though the world is difficult
I will never show my tears
Even if you do don’t know my feelings
Even if it is from far away, I am grateful
That I can cherish your smile

Come one step closer to me

the loneliness is intoxicating
please come back soon?

2009-06-15T22:40:00.001+08:00

):

geez i just feel so useless
please
i just need some cheering up
i need a pet
please?

2009-06-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

IM IN LOVE! with third guy!!
JU JUN BIAO! (:
OMG he is soooo sweet and cute and loving and protective and wonderful and ARHHHHH!

OMG this is my new LOVE!
BOYS OVER FLOWERS!
must watch.
every saturday 9.30 - 11.30 on channel u!
OR you can just watch it all on tudou! hahahaha. love!

LOVE
DAWN

up up and away

2009-06-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

BYEBYE world (:

i am off to malaysia. for 3 days. haha.
to SIBU island!
hahahaha. it is MALAYSIA! not korea or philippines okay xinyi :P
hahahaha. take care people (:

love
dawn

2009-05-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

LALA (:
Tomorrow my maid is flying off ):
RARRH so sad she stay for 2 years but my granny dont like her so yeah. we getting a new maid.
lol ytd went to get her a photoframe with a photo of my whole big big family at sakura buffet celebrating mummy's day (:
hahahaha. omg today my family went swimming at our club ( which was a long long time ago since we went! ) hahahaha. yupp. after losing all those fats then my daddy bought us GORENG PISANG! and lime juice. heaven (:
life doesn't get better than goreng pisang after a long swim! lol.
yay! (:
Today church had this kindergarten ss carrnival! haha. omg the little girls in pink dresses are so super cute okay! then they wear the pink high heels. hahaha. super kawaii! lol.
reminds me of a long long time ago! when me and my dearest cousin were like all together.
then we will like plait out hair and wear long pretty dresses and walk around together.
hahahaha and after that our big families will bring gong gong popo together after church we all go eat delicious buffet! hahaha.
i remember got one time we went to this big big fountain
and the buffet had very nice dessert was it?
hahahaha. thinking of the good old times (:

love
dawn

2009-05-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

Hello people (:

YAY! (:
i feel super loved! hahaha.
just now xinyi and jinli came to visit me (:
hahahaha yupp. thanks for coming dearies (:
hahahaha. really brightened up my day! hahahahah. yupp.
tonight is CAN marathon!
ahahahaha. run for 1/2 hour hopefully i will survive (:

Love
dawn

2009-05-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

aww (:
i feel really really loved.
now i feel bad for picking a fight last night ):
geez im sorry.
really sorry.
thank you for everything.
wow. im really amazed (:
haha.

Hello people.

MY TEEETH HURT ):
today is surgery day. it sucks. rarh. breathe this weird gas and fell asleep. yupp. then woke up and saw my hand bleeding. really gross ): feel like i cannot swallow the saliver too cause it tastes bloody. cannot really eat anything. i sure hope it wont swell too much. yupp. i dont wanna look ugly ): please god. yupp. but otherwise im alive and kicking (:

thank you all those who showed me care and concern and love one way or another!
hahahaha. you guys are so sweet (:
yuppp. love you loads!

love
dawn

2009-05-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

“The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person.

Maybe, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know, the heart is at the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.

Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.”

-Taken from my cousin's blog.
May 19 2009.

2009-05-20T22:48:00.003+08:00

There is this poster on my table:

Lessons from a dog:
When loved ones come, always run to greet them
Run, romp and play daily
Be loyal and faithful
Never pretend to be something you are not
If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.
When somebody is having a bad day, be silent, sit close and nuzzle them gently.
Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
No matter how often you are criticized, don't buy the guilt thing and pout.
Run right back and make friends.

love
dawn

2009-05-19T22:23:00.003+08:00

The most interesting thing that happened to me today was:
i got my finger stuck on a staplet.
lol i seriously dont know how.
i was playing with my econs tutorial and miraculously the skin got stuck between the staple and the paper. hahahaha. and it was not painful. lol.
but i was super freaked out cause i could not take it out!
HAHAHAAHaA. then me and xinyi go GO and try to take it out. lol. everybody was freaked out. lol. so freaky! ARRRHH. yupp. hahahaha.
vball from 3 to 8++. hahahahaha. i need to train harder ):
today got some TA1 girl. wah she vvery good eh! lol. yupp.

bio test in 2 days
surgery in 9 days.

I AM FREAKED OUT ):
i very scared!! arhhhh!!

And I thought I'd live forever,
but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

im only hearing negative ):

dawn

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

2009-05-18T21:49:00.003+08:00

That beautiful night

just ended like a nightmare

perhaps i should have woke up a long time ago.
maybe its time we both should.

the irony that life brings.

perhaps i will never comprehend

HELLO!
today was VBALL FINALS!
GIRLS: NYJC VS VJC
GUYS: NYJC VS HCI!

winner: *drum rolls*
Girls: NYJC
Guys: HCI

HAHAHAHA. omg the vball match was super duper uber cool!
the way the spike the ball. the way they hit it over the net. the way they hit it softly.
the way they hang in the air. the way the jump and are able to touch the top of the net.

SO COOOL (:

YAY!

DAWN

2009-05-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

黑的白的紅的黃的紫的綠的藍的灰的
你的我的他的她的大的小的圓的扁的
好的壞的美的醜的新的舊的各種款式各種花色任你選擇
黑的白的紅的黃的紫的綠的藍的灰的
你的我的他的她的大的小的圓的扁的
好的壞的美的醜的新的舊的各種款式各種花色任我選擇
飛的高高越遠越好剪斷了線它就死掉
壽命短短高興就好喜歡就好沒大不了
越變越小越來越小快要死掉也很驕傲
你不想說就別再說我不想聽不想再聽
就把一切誓言當作汽球一般隨它而去
我不在意不椰b意放它而去隨它而去
汽球飄進雲裡飄進風裡結束生命
汽球飄進愛裡飄進心裡慢慢死去

2009-05-14T18:29:00.001+08:00

2009-05-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hello people ):

im sad.
we lost to VJC.
it was a really close fight.
the guys played really really well!
it was like all miss by 2 points type.
yeaaah.
then in the end. ):

rarrrrhhhh.

pretend hug

2009-05-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

You are every reason
Every hope
and every dream I've ever had
and no matter what happens to us in the future
everyday we were together
was the greatest days of my life

-the notebook

OMG that is sweet like !!!
hahahaha. today went to set a dental appt for surgery!
GOD SAVE ME.
i am SUPER SCARED!
i asked for general anesthesia.
cause i cannot live seeing a dentist pulling out a tooth
and with all the blood and gloves
and the hospital smell
and the googled eyes
and the blinding light
and the blue sheets the wear
and the funny masks
i would think i am attacked by aliens and hallucinate and go mad.
so thank god. i will be asleep!

27 may 2009.
LOL. its my parents 24th wedding anniversary!
no more good food ):
im not coming to school on that day.
hahahaha.

love
dawn (:

All out of love

2009-05-07T22:17:00.003+08:00

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you're hurt too but what else can we do,
tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone...

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late
I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late
I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

LIFE SUCKS! ):
choinging PI ): RARRRH. im tired ):
gogojiayouuu people!
today is the last night and PI is over (:

today went tampines one with jinli (:
shopped for mummy day present!
hahahaha we bought purple necklaces for mummmys!
and went pasir ris.
i cannot find my wallet ):
geez. im so dead.

dawn

2009-05-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me

And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

2009-05-04T20:29:00.005+08:00

I love cantonese songs (:

LOL!
somebody please help me translate this song:

郑嘉颖周丽淇抱著空氣 LYRICS

郑嘉颖：谈情时太美妙
但是已经告别了
痛爱每天困扰
是没法可预料

周丽淇：爱上你太奥妙
为甚要开这玩笑
看痛苦的破晓
伴着我的合照

合：曾快乐曾相恋
曾拥抱吻着你
曾吵架曾生气
如今一一记起
如果心仍不死
容许我挂念你
明知道迷恋你
而可惜没法摆脱别离
抱着空气

郑嘉颖：说再见那暗示
现实要舍弃情意

周丽淇：但是我想你知
事实我很在意

合：曾快乐曾相恋
曾拥抱吻着你
曾吵架曾生气
如今一一记起
如果心仍不死
容许我挂念你
明知道迷恋你
而可惜没法摆脱别离
抱着空气

合：曾快乐曾相恋
曾拥抱吻着你
曾吵架曾生气
如今一一记起
如果心仍不死
容许我挂念你
明知道迷恋你
而可惜没法摆脱别离
抱着空气

Hello world (:

Today went vball match, TJ vs DHS (:
we won (: yay! feels weird! ahahaha, both also my school eh! love love! kind of miss those wonderful times in dunman too. yeaah. miss those friends who used to take the bus with me. make a lot of noise in the bus. joke about stupid stuff. but it was fun. just laughing at nothing. haha. laughing at blonde jokes. geez. but i guess times have changed. people moved on. the situation is all different now. yeah. probably even if i stayed we would all split into different classes and probably not as close as we used to be. yeah. time to catch up with all my dearest friends there.

thinking back. well i guess i dont regret coming to tj. i think i've been here for 3 years afterall. yeah. i guess i had my share of beautiful memories here too. making wonderful friends. having fun classes, knowing fun and happy people. enjoy going out together and playing vball with my friends. yeaaah. i guess life is too short for regrets afterall.

geez. i feel so nostalgic today. rarrh.
things change. feelings leave.
people move on.
its all part of life.
guess it's time to grow up.

cheer up.
dawn (:

Even angels fall

2009-04-29T23:32:00.001+08:00

You've found hope
You've found faith,
Found how fast she could take it away.
Found true love,

Lost your heart.

Now you don't know who you are.

She made it easy,
Made it free,
Made you hurt til you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops,
Sometimes it flows,

But baby that is how love goes.

You will fly and you will crawl;

God knows even angels fall.

No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

It's a secret no one tells;
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.

It's no fairy tale;

Take it from me,
That's the way it's supposed to be.

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

You laugh, you cry, no one knows why
Behold the thrill of it all...
You're on the ride
You might as well
Open your eyes

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
Even angels fall
Even angels fall

2009-04-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

学篱笆旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也开始很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信

因为我们等不到那流星

认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定

那样清晰

拉过勾的我相信

说好要一起履行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去的哪里你都刻痕迹
很多的梦在等待齿清洗

一起长大的约定
那样清晰
拉过勾的我相信
说好要一起履行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性

一起长大的约定
那样清晰
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

dawn's beautiful life

LGMH

My boyfriend recently found out that I save cute and romantic text messages he sends me on my phone so I can read them whenever I want.

Yesterday I went to my grandparents house, and on the counter a note said "I love you my sweetheart.

When I told my best friend that I wanted to kill myself and hurt myself, he didn't freak out.

Today I was at my boyfriends house babysitting his little brothers.

Today, was my grandparents Surprise 50th Anniversary Party.

When I was 5, my father promised he would see me graduate.

My girlfriend has thousands of scars from self-harm.

I've been starving myself for the last two years.

I was online until 3am.

Two days ago, I was looking through my boyfriend's phone

I went to visit my best friend in the hospital the other day when he was having open back surgery.

My grandfather was a very sick man.

I deliver chinese food

My friend put up a terrible picture of me on Facebook.

POST A LEVELS USS+RAPUNZELL

teachers :S

Vball comp

April fool's day

jesus is my super hero :D

got vball jersey :D

ENFJ

post MCTS.

mcts 2010

JERRY yan cheng xu

feeling faint.

insomnia

dreaming about the day when you wake up and find.

i'll set you free

want your bad romance.

what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

you said forever and always ):

i cant breathe without you. really.

2 cakes :D

today was a fairy tale.

HFMD

my wonderful week :D

NY shopping 2010 w W+X :D

i cant breathe without you.,

POST PW celeb

up up and away

pretend hug

All out of love

I love cantonese songs (:

郑嘉颖 周丽淇 抱著空氣 LYRICS

Even angels fall

郑嘉颖周丽淇抱著空氣 LYRICS